i love me, i love me not.

“He could’ve done better.” Words from the sisters of my significant other that rung like church bells in my ears. “He could’ve done better.” And just like that, I went from a confident self-assured 21 year old woman back to a self-loathing teenager who didn’t know what it meant to love herself. I’ve been dealing…

Self Harm

I’m realizing that old wounds will always hurt if I keep picking at them. In a biology/chemistry seminar I attended, the speaker said something that really struck home with me. “You can’t break old habits. You can only make new ones to override the old ones.” That being said, I’m still trying to figure out…