Today, I cried.

For the first time in months, I let myself feel for a second and it was like everything I’ve felt for maybe the passed year came bursting through my tear ducts all at once.

Update on my life:

  1. It’s my senior year of college and I’m not graduating. Not because I couldn’t, but because i felt that it was more important to finish strong than to finish “on time”. So I decided to take an extra semester. You can imagine my parents’ disapproval but hey..it is MY life. Unfortunately, my decision hasn’t shielded me from the pain of seeing a good 80% of my friends in their cap and gown pictures and it sucks.
  2. It’s been a losing fight for me between me and my depression. It feels like after one wave passes and I catch my breath, another one comes and knocks me right down. I haven’t complained because everyone’s going through their own shit and I try not to be down for long.

I honestly could go on and on about the tragedy called my life lol but I don’t think that’s the point of this post. I suppose I’m only writing for the sake of writing today.

As per usual, I have to dust myself off and keep going. So from here on out you might as well follow me on my journey.

The ups, the downs, the tears, and the smiles.

Trying to figure out how to be happy, despite the world coming down on me.


2 thoughts on “Updates.

  1. prov31lady says:

    Thank you for being so transparent about your struggle with depression. So many people are going through it with no one the wiser.
    Don’t be afraid to get help so that you can be equipped to go through these times
    Love you

    Liked by 1 person

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